After what felt like forever in the dressing room (and we all know how much I hate trying things on) I settled on a few different options. And actually found some new brands that I was quite pleased with! I left with a rejuvenated feeling, almost a feeling of accomplishment because I came to terms with the fact that my body is undeniably different from having babies. I am totally okay with that. I was a little in denial about it, but mirrors don't lie people.
I came home and showed Chris my winnings, he said "do you feel better?" I said "ya, I went down a whole cup size, but nothing a little push up can't fix". I had every intention of going through my old bras and nursing bras to just get rid of them. But who knows, maybe I will be lucky enough to breastfeed a fourth baby and go through this whole soap opera again!